Day 43: Another

So it's becoming pretty clear what my day patterns are like at the moment. Write/practice. Today I wrote another song. What a productive streak I'm on! I hope I don't come back to these songs next week and go, "Oh they're shit." I think I'll go out tomorrow though so I get out of the house and move about. As good as it has been I don't think it'll be very good being locked away at home for much longer. I was on such a roll today though that I even skipped lunch.

I can see how from another's perspective what I'm doing at the moment is so bum/futile. It's the stereotypical story about a 'musician' trying to 'make it.' And it kind of totally is that.... I don't know how I feel about that.

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