Day 29: Mum!

Mum's in Melbourne! I was in a bad mood for a bit though 'cos I really couldn't be bothered going out to the airport. I saw no point in me going with dad. I wanted to play on my keyboard. But I got dragged out anyway. It's frustrating driving around with dad at the wheel because he doesn't drive properly sometimes. It's not that he's a bad driver but sometimes he doesn't feel the need to think quick and drive 'properly', which I guess makes him a bad driver.

I felt really tired the whole day, I'm not sure why. I got plenty of sleep. Maybe not having a permanent house sorted still is taking a psychological toll on me.

I still haven't heard back from Molina Musique. She's been ignoring my texts and e-mails. Bitch! I was pretty direct with my e-mail too saying that I'd appreciate hearing from her regardless of what she had to say, just so I knew what was happening. Perhaps I should've called her to be ultra direct. Oh well, not to worry!

Peak: Mumma
Pit: Airport

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